Guilty Crown Op 1 :3
It’s incredibly how I connect with RED songs. My life, my past… etc.
I try to run, I try to hide from a voice I couldn’t
That was me, Always needing more
And letting go of all I had before
Cause it feels like the end
A wound that I can’t mend
I just can’t fight any longer
You waited ‘til I sobered
You came when You knew that the game was over
I didn’t even want to be found
This song is like I am now.
Darkness Eyes by DBSK
I’m just in an ocean of deep blue loneliness
I don’t know how? I can’t move forward and come to a halt
Fragments of lies fall away
I crush them, the blood trickles down
Dark in my mind… I hide in weakness
* There’s no way out… I bear this anguish
This parched world is at a standstill
** I seek in the dark the withered emotions deep in my heart (here is no lights)
I keep on wandering in a valley of dreams (Darkness on my eyes)
I can’t see yesterday… today… not even tomorrow… searching for the answer
Where… where in the world should I go?
If only it was easier to talk.. not even a single word can come out.
The incredibly big fear I have to fall for those eyes.
Why? Because there are two things that I don’t want, Rejection and losing someone else.
I hate the feeling of fear.
I hate the feeling of loneliness.
If I make questions, it isn’t that I don’t know. It’s just to know I was right. Stupid.
It’s good to dream, but is bad not doing anything.
I love the dream and fear the reality.
Dreams are the shadows of the mind.
What happens with my feelings? they never go according to my mind.
I just would like to say it… Is it really that difficult?
The fear leads to nothing good.
My problems matched with others problems is VERY stupid :S But still here I go. I am so controlled by everyone around me that I dont even have my own voice anymore. I lost a girl I cared about because I kept everything and then exploded…. I kept being controlled and I regret my options. Feeling faceless just to escape the loneliness . The only thing i can do is like… Listen to Dead By April and slowly change myself. Without Dead By April, Three Days Grace, Red and other great bands I wouldnt be able to keep a fake smile on my face ^_^
Believe my voice by Ichinose Tokiya :D (Miyano Mamoru)
Other of my favs of uta no prince sama :3 love it too~~